Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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12:31 am - sat by the river and it made me complete
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Felt really good about my Physics test and bio quiz today. this is good. I worked really hard in physics and am really starting to enjoy it. It is the white boards. !! they let us do our equations on these 1 x 1 meter white boards with these markers! MAN I feel like Winifred Burkle. sooooo hot she is.....
but yea.... still. the pending doom that is chemistry is coming up. Just need to put in that little last push to get what I want..... i mean... or it would have been all for nothing. those late nites out to class. Must get what I want.
Lookin forward to your thin Em! It will be very celebatory!
WOooot woooo woooooootttt
I am doing well I think. tho I know I should be sleeping earlier. So with that note. I am off to bed.
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
---- if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
---- if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?...
current mood:  calm
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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9:40 pm - Curled up Under the cOvers....
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Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.(whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucken thanks a lot.
Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.(whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
you were too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything,everthing's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
current mood:  depressed
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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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4:38 am - WOot!
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Anybody up for dinner Sunday?
I dont have to work and it would be lovely to have dinner with you lovely pplz!
I can tell you bout my trip!
btw we still on for coffee stew?
its snowing. but pretty.
1st day back at work. not bad not bad. I kick so much ass. :)
current mood:  cold
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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10:48 pm - This Bloke haz Returned
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Feels good. It feels really good.
Had fun in Auzzie, but more than anything I am happy to be back.
Back to a place that is familiar. Where I know the streets and where I am going.
Thanks a ton for the great hospitality given to me by my uncle&aunt and my 3rd cousins.
Thanks for telling me to come Kafrin! t'was super. Enjoyed many surreal experiences that I cannot justify with words.
Spent the day with my family. yes all 5 of us. Gawd Cheerio is cute.
Slept on my bed. my large bed. in my room. ahhhhh........ I love clutter.
still havent unpacked but I dont intend too.... aw crap actually I will do that before I sleep.
Btw I got awesome grades in my courses. I just checked and it finally sunk in. I am happy that my 1st term turned out well and I attained my realistic goals.
Heheh.... alright alright.. I will get to the point that you all probably are waiting for.
yea I got prezzies. :) but who needs presents when simply being around me creates such a great euphoria.
=)
Random Clutter:
isnt it wonderful? wonderful? so wonderful? now?
I close my eyes wanna get too sad, close my eyes and count to 10. hope its over when i open em. I want the things I had before. like a starwars poster on the bed room door. I wish I could count to 10, make everything be wonderful again. I close my eyes when I go to bed, and I dream of pictures that make me smile. I feel better when I hear them say "everything will be wonderful someday"
when your little and the worlds so bad I just dont understand, how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes and tell me everything is wonderful now... please dont tell me everything is wonderful now
tell the kids its all ok. i laugh aloud so my friends wont know. when the bell rings I just dont wanna go.
close my room and close my eyes make believe I have a new life.
shes blind, flesh and bone. shes touch smell sight taste and sound. but some how I cant believe that anythign should happen. I know where I belong. and nothings gonna happen. cuz shes so hiiiiiiiiiiiggggghh...... high above me. shes so lovely. shes ssoooo hiiiigh like cleopatra, joan of arch or aphroditee.... 1st class. fancy free. shes high society. shes got the best of everything. why should I even bother?
your wasting your time if your fishing around here. you must be mistaken. this feeling is real. you got to be crazy. what do you take me for? some kind of easy mark. you got wits you got looks you got passion but I swear tha tyou got me all wrong. all wrong. all wrong. but you got me.
I'll be true, I'll be useful. I'll be cavalier. I'll be yours my dear and I will belong to you if you just let me through.
current mood:  chipper
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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9:15 am
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MEy CHISTMAS MY LOVELY ppplz!!
Bugga!! I gotta go chuck a lake zzzzzzz!!!
Perhaps I will go follow that Bloke over there ya?
chiao! hope your holidays are being filled with funnels of fun.
It is the day after Christmas right now for me. boxing day and what not.
bout to head out to palm beaches and sand dunes. mhmmmmmmmm.. dolphins!
gonna liq it up with coconuts and cheese !!
Hope you guys got some snow.
sincerely missing you.
your Ani
current mood:  blank
current music: Jet
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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5:44 pm - Kafrin
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heyo! I think I failed to mention the exactness of the exact for when I will get there.
I leave on the Dec 18th, but I will arive in Aussie on the 20th
so.
Dec 20
Arrive Sydney 605A
Terminal 1
Air Craft Type: BOEING 767-300
Flight duration 18:15
thankya kindly for coming to get me at that ungodly hour :P
now time to head to work :D my last work day until the next year! wooot.
current mood: cheerful
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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4:23 am - KAL ONLINE
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ah...... a new year. a new obsession. when will i quit games altogether?
this free Kal online game has got me hooked. only after 1 day. =I glad it was after the finals tho..... b ut.... kinda killing my study time for my chem test tomolo.
btw. I english marks are in. and my overal mark is a C+ . :I i know i said i would be happy with a C+ before... but somehow I am... well I know i could have done better. B- B.... that is what i shoulda gotten if i applied myself.... zoink..... zoink.... zoink.....
:D So this is it. this is the holiday now! =) a whole.... almost a month holiday!! =D THIS Will be SOOOOOO choice. =D no work. no school. free from my normal surroundings. :)
SUPer DUper.
current mood: calm
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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12:23 am - The Truth
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The truth is, I booked today off, and I spent the whole day relaxing.
I awoke at 3:00.
I invited Mike over to burnt lasagna.
Walked a bit. It was pretty outside. with out the rain and it was mildly sunny. it all soon changed.
I .... suddenly lost interest mid sentence. don't feel like updating anymore.
I am going to go to my room. perhaps music will be there to calm me.
so hold me till the taxi comes. so fate it must be. that I drown to my knees. and the weight of your embrace. pulling me down to sunkens plain and the Pollen. of summer. still there in my lungs. and your kiss. and your words. and your touch.
current mood:  why can't I stay?
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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11:00 pm - A WEEK's BREAK FROM WORK.... A WEEK's EMBRACE OF FINALS
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.... today... being my last day at work for a bit... iwas horrible.
The most memorable thin that happened today was the verbal fight that occured between the customers. it was 7:30 and it was just Karen and I. the 1hr wait soon turned to 1hr and 30 mins.
I was tied up with a customer. he did not have any refills and he was bitchin that his directions said to repeat in 15 days or wut not. so i was tied up. Karen was helping a lady with her diabetes meds. she missed her morning dose and did not have anymore.
anyways. the line.. a guy soon became impatient and started swearin at the diabetes lady. and sayin this is ridiciouls. then karen and I tried to calm him down. i was tryin to tell him that it woudl go faster if he woudlnt bitch at the custopmers ..... which really good advice.... n karen was tryin to explain that she was 1st. then this guy at the back. a real dumbass was like. " I AGREE with that guy. Everytime someone speaks up people are silenced" and that bull crap.....
then the diabetes girl started to go into hyperglycemic attack. she was breathin hard n was about to faint. i grabed her some water. an d karen called for a 66 to help us out with the cashier bit....
whews............ i wrote karen a Bravo for that.... but i forgot to mention Richard who helped us ... i felt so bad. cuz i gav e it to him to sign. an dhe probalby was like . wtf. you didnt write me one. you little bugger...
fuck me.....
earlier.... Gianni said " I am going to fire you" or... somethin. it wasnt that blunt.... and it was in a jokin context. but still.. the fact that he said it. ok he didnt say it that way. but ... still... he said it =(. and i ... felt bad. it was because i messe dup. really not my fault. cuz i was doing so many thins. there were ppl in the front. an di took a call. and then it was a refill that was expired and i had to call the doc. so i printed a label. but apparently it was messed up. and Gianni shreaded it. i forgot all about it . but when i recalled an hr later he was like . oh it idnt turn out. so i shreaded it. anyways..... yeah.... and id idnt take much note of the persons name . and id idnt recall the med it was for. =( fuck i felt so stupid. and Gianni n everybody was like. better start thinkin. n yea. i knew i woudlnt get it. so ..... after a bit he said that. or wut not.......
they brought out hte caard that i wrote for them. cuz they were cleaning things out. n they had a laugh at my picture and the words i wrote. =I. and then they shreaded it. well.. cuz . i don tknow i guess what did i expect? i guess they wouldnt keep it... ho well..... this was way back from my practicum thin
arg ANYWAYS NOW THAT I AM DONE. IT MUST HAVE BEEN A BORE TO READ ALL THAT AN ME BEGING A JITTER BUG.
OMG after I ACtually FIGURE dout the label n doctor to call thin! I wrote out the number on a paper n i found it =) . and yea. the name somebody mentioned sparke d in my brain.... but it was kinda too late. cuz Gianni was gone. he will never know.
I ...... just want to cry
current mood:  flustered
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10:57 pm - Kafrin and AUSSSIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEE
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As Promised:
Downtown Sydney - including the Opera House, Harbour Bridge, the
Rocks (the older part of the city, similar to
Vancouver's Gastown) and Central Point (shopping center)
Cronulla - world famous beach for body boarding, spectacular
waves... Bondi Beach is another world famous beach
worth visiting but I never had to chance to see it personally
Sydney Aquarium and Taronga Zoo - a MUST SEE for the authentic
Australian species of animals such as the platypus,
kangaroo, wallaby, echindae, wombat, crocodiles, penguins, etc... Also, the
aquarium had a recreation of the Great Barrier Reef which
was tres cool
Jenolan Caves and Blue Mountains - the Jenolan caves, located around
2 hours away from Sydney, are some of the
largest natural caves in the world... Contrary to what u might think, the
caves are actually WARMER
than the outside temperature so you wouldn't need to worry
about freezing... Contains some of the neatest stalactite and stalagmite
displays I've ever seen.
Olympic Village - Sydney was the site of the 2000 Summer Olympics so
u can see some of the Olympic buildings
firsthand including the swimming pool, tennis courts and other arenas...
It's fun just experiencing the
atomosphere walking around the plaza area
woot. and I checked the schedule.
sorry it is actually still 6 in the mornin =(. it was my return flight date time that was changed.
so I arrive Dec 20 at 605A. so ... i think 6:05 Am?
current mood: calm
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12:14 pm
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I feel like shit.
they didnt play my song last nite. why have a pre request sheet if you arnt gonna play it... arg..... n i wanted to hear that punk rock song shannon put on it. but they didnt. meanies......
The bar was not open. well. i guess meaning we had to pay for drinks. i spent $12. got one heinekin for 6 dollar!!!! insane!!! and a burnt martini. none of which was very good.
the food was delcious tho. my fav was this bowtie creamy sauce pasta. and the roast beef. n the potatoes. mhmmmm..... but there was alot.... an the desert of cremem puffs with chocolate on it!!! oooooh delicious.
I feel like shit. I felt fake talking to ppl there. I didnt really enjoy myself. cuz.... I was having thoughts. I did enjoy the surprize everybody gets a present thing. I got twister. and Deanna and Kristine commented on how i can play naked twister now.......
gotta go to work in an hour or so.... but i feel so blaaah... i dont know what i am going to do. just gotta think positively i guess. only need to get past today and i get a week off for studying.... yes... yes..... yes......
why am I feeling so bad...............
current mood:  annoyed
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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5:28 pm - cocktail and bevers
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feels good to have finished my last day. handed in my last essay.
alas.....
now on to finals. Just one more day of work tomorrow and then I will have a week to study for my finals. then a week of work. and finally my exotic vacation. :) my escape.
Hm.... I don't know what to wear to the London Drugs party. there will be drinks.... woot.... but... I dont think i really sould be drinkin. seeing as how its with all the work folk. Shannon and bennie are not going. those are my favorite stock ppl outside of the pharmacy. if Shannon went it would be fun.
but. Louisa, Deanna, Gianni, Angela, and Virginia will be there. :I I hope it turns out well. i am nervous, and the girl of my dreams will is not going to accompany me and give me courage.
K..... omgosh.. i just realized. now that she has my msn... she might find this bloogy.. seeing as how Kasavarium is an uncommon name.... CRAP!! no more talking of her.... she would definately find me creepy to be so infatuated with her since the beginning of bio.
:K
"I told you. didnt I? didnt I tell you?
I told you she would break your heart. and what did you still do? you still persued her.
ahh... now we are connected. you me and her. connected in our trinity of pain and anguish."
current mood:  nauseated
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
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4:52 pm - wait
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I don't want to wait. ... for my life to be ooover....
lmao... annoyance!
I am wait listed again. 13 for bio n 28 for math.
i use to fear that... be after gettin in to my biology course this year... and being wait listed 41 :P I am hoping for the best for these two. but will not worry that I am only actually registered for one course right now.
worryin shall be left for my finals. more importantly my essay that is due tomorrow. i brought it in.... and basically i have to rework everything in the body again. alas.... and i only am half way done the body. :O
I need a B. and I ....... yes. I am going to skip chemistry! GASP! but to do my english. i never skip.... and my parents disaprove. i will have to lie. it should come easy tho. like Paul in "Paul's Case" he was accustomed to lying. he found it a necessary skill to overcome friction.
bloop.... maybe i will try the truth tho. its not really what you can get away with. its really who you want to be.....
current mood: cold
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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11:55 pm - compare my left hand with my right hand... oooh island hairs
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took the paper n ran away n
hes a killer diarheea giver ! chalie hourse your mom and give a lemon flavor
oh on and on a friday night, hey now lets talk on friday night.
life just sucks. I lost the run. I'm giving up. she found someone.
were fighting more, girls are such a drag.
Blah..... stupid essay. It should be going better than this. I like compare n contrast..... arg..... COMON PAUL'S CASE! !N ARABY!! MAKE THE SIMILARITIES I POPINTed out MORE BRILLIant!
gonna..... gonna just go now... n keep at it. that is the only way these things die.
current mood:  busy
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
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9:42 pm - STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT FIRST STAR I SEE TONIGHT!
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Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
current mood:  Bouncy Bouncy!
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1:36 am - Return
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I think I'm back and catching up on old messages that I missed.
For my Australian 3rd cousins:
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!! AUSTRALIA IS AWESOME! I AM SO EXCITED TO BE GOING. WOOOOOOOOTTT!!!
YOUR MONEY IS AWESOME. NOT THE CHEAP PAPER WE HAVE HERE. WHAT A MARVELOUS IDEA! P LASTIC MONEY! I TRIED RIPPING IT AND IT JUST WOULD NOT RIP! AMAZZZZZZING. I DIPPED IT IN WATER. AND IT DID NOT DISINTEGRATE! PERHAPS I SHALL SEE HOW IT FAIRS AGAINST FIRE AND THE SCISSORS!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FINDING OUT THE NEW ZEALAND PRICES AND TOURS FOR ME! BUT I DO NOT THINK I WILL GO, SINCE IT WILL BE ANOTHER 1000 OR SO ON TOP OF MY TRIP. perhaps another time. btw the caps were to show you my excitement. because I AM excited. its just.... I did not really have time to blog 'bout it till now. and .... getting excited about somethign while my finals are still around... isnt the most strategic way to deal with em.
anyways thanks! I will be wide eyed and totally fascinated when i check out your hopping kangaroos koala bears, and platapussies! :)
Alright alright! what else am I missing? naw I will not update about my life. too much crap and I am far too long winded. Also I do not expect any of you to read it. perhaps if you ask. you will just have to wait! MWHha I am the master of destruction and chaos!
I will sleep now... hopefully I will be able to keep this site or lj or wut not more uptodate in the future.
adios!
current mood: bouncy
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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
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11:01 pm - turtle of burden
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Are we happy now?? Huh? Isn't this what we always wanted?!?
Don't you see..... everything I do.. I do for you.
anything that was ever special, in me, was you.
current mood: contemplative
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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12:08 am - It's my Burthday!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINI OH MINE!!
GOSH! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOOO!!
HAVE A MERRY ON MERRY ON BIRTHDAY....T O YOU..... T O YOU? TO MEEEE! HAV E A MERRY ON MERRY ON BURTHDAY TO YOU...... TO YOU...... TO MEEEEEE!!!
ITSSSSSSSSS YOUR BURRRRTHDAY.... AND YOU CAN CRY IF YOU WANT TOOOO... CRY IF YOU WANT TO.
YOU WOULD CRY TOO IF IT HAPPEEEEND TO YOU....
and cry I shall. I hope you experieneced more of the 1st song than the second on this happy happy.... unholy, date that is our birthday. SUZY .... wrecking havoc as she speaks... DUN duuun duuuuuunnnnnnnn...
now it is only normal now for me to go on about myself:
Had a horrible day. Went for sushi at the end of it all.... even had a pina colda.. it was not able to lift my spirits and I sulked into bed and slept for 1 hr. I hope my parents do not think I am .... messed up.
worked all this weekend.... and now I realize the horror on tuesday... my inclass essay. and this new genetics stufff is a bitch and a half.... i hope it will not lower me......
had a meeting today. woked up at 7 . something i havent done in a while. somethimes i think high school seemed alot stricter than now a days... this one day reform really dampened my day. got home at 10:30 the day before. surfed/read until 12:30. and still I had not enough sleep... problem was I had to work 11:30 -8. so i was there for the 2 hours meeting... it being paid and having free doughnuts n my caramel macheattos. was awesome.. whimper.... the day was bad... it was bad events after bad events. it was solved by me in the end.... but not in the most efficient way... i felt so inadaquate. when I can't do something I know I should be able to do easily my head seems to swell and..... well i suppose there was new changes. the new phones did not allow me to do the telxon the old way. and the fax was not qorking so...... and this patient.. i wrote down his name because all he can do is murmur.... but instead of taking 30 mins to understead what he wants (honestly he grunts and can not nod or shake his head. i had to show him all his meds and have him grunt MHHHHHm or NHHHHHM. worse he can not write or use his hands or shake his head... etc.....) and ... this one compound..... i am sure i measured out exactly 24.9 g ectosone cream and addned .06 g of lidocaine and disolved it in alcoholy... but... alas.... i ended up puttin it in a 25 ml jar.... and it would nto fit! i had so much left ofver... and i tried poking it in... but i guess i shoudl tapped it more.. cuz there was a huge air bubble and i ende dup throwing away 10g of it..... which is almost half. and the pharmacist noticed.... and asked me about it and i felt so bad cuz it was like i wasted .... and .... that i didnt know that there was an air bubble... and it was like i wanted to rip that lady off. =( dammit.... i only have honest intentions, i figured the added alcohol was the difference.... tho i guess reflecting on it it was too much. and at the time i did think it was kinda a lot to throw away.... and i did wonder if i should ask.. but i didnt. i should have asked. problem is. i always am asking and second guessing myself even when i know the answer.... fuck ... me.....
my gawd..... SORRY SUZY! THIS DAY IS SUPPOSE TO BE FOR YOU! ANd i have digressed too much about myself... hm...
I tried to call you tonite. my phone died. I called back on my moms phone. after getting your num from mike. and i tried to apologize to your mom in cantonese..... she did not understand my ... i guess accented cantonese ... tho i blame the reception. i can t be flawed. blah! =P
and she said I had the wrong number....
Just wanted to wish you a happy birthday.... even tho I bet your cramming for your mid terms. HOpe you do well douche.... if you don't.... you dont get your glass of water....
current mood:  crushed
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Monday, November 8th, 2004
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5:16 pm - Standing In the Rain
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I thought I shook myself free
You see I bounce back quicker than most
But i'm half delirious, Is too mysterious
You walk through my walls like a ghost
And I take everyday at a time
I'm as proud as a Lion in his Lair
Now there's no denying it, a note to crying it
Your all tangled up in my head
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Harder than November rain
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Hard enough to feel the pain
We haven't spoken in months
You see i've been counting the days
I dream of such humanities, such insanities
I'm lost like a kid and i'm late
But i've never taken your coats
Haven't no block on my phone
I act like an addict, i just got to have it
I can never just leave it alone
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Harder than November rain
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Hard enough to feel the pain
And I can't give you up
Can't leave you alone
And its so hard, so hard
And hard enough to feel the pain
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Harder than November rain
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Hard enough to feel the pain
current mood: calm
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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11:58 pm - doof
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